An open relationship is a tricky term and open for interpretation. In theory, I love the idea. You get to experience different people and you don’t have to let go of something special. In theory. I wasn’t raised this way. I was raised to get married and kids and live…


January 8, 2021

Trust is something that comes naturally, right? From the moment we are born, we trust that those around us will take care of us. Our parents will make sure we are safe, fed, clothed, and warm. Once that trust is broken, it isn’t easy to find our…


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January 11, 2021

Time alone has always been in a love-hate relationship with me. I way “with me” because I feel like it is an unhealthy relationship sometimes. I feel it is a healthy relationship other times. Knowing the difference has been key in accepting alone time.

I enjoy being…


January 5, 2021

c/w Depression / Addiction

We have to hurt to know; an unfortunate truth. This is a lesson older than time. I was raised to learn from my mistakes. I was usually told of the consequences, and then the choice was mine to make my decisions. As children…


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January 4, 2021

An optimistic approach to sex came tome later in life than I would like to admit. I can call it generational, cultural, or anything else I could blame, but it is my past, and I can’t change that. …


January 3, 2021

It had been a while since I shared my bed with someone. Even my Ex-what-ever-he-was never stayed the night with me. I always went to him. Although I had set my house up to his liking just in case, it ever happened. …


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January 2, 2021 / 0 Comments

Gratitude can be a struggle! I know that is a hard thing to wrap our brains around. So many people say it should not be a struggle. Just be grateful for what you have! I agree. To a point.

I have gratitude and I…


No matter who takes the risk, there are emotions for all involved

When he takes a risk and kisses you on the cheek for no reason other than he wanted to do, it happens far and few between, making it more special. There is truth to the point that most things in maximum supply are taken for granted. People with horses on…


Good or Bad, On to the Next Chapter

How many chapters is a good amount for a book? Twenty? Thirty? I guess it’s based on the information or story you are trying to tell. Then how many chapters in a lifetime is a good amount?

I break my life down in chapters. When something ends, I always say…


Things that look pretty aren’t always pretty

He is nice. He is quiet. He has a cute, hidden sense of humor that comes out only after you know him. She likes this. He loves dogs, has two of them. He takes his dogs everywhere with him. He spends a lot of time with his family. Visits his…

Chrisykay

I am an erotic writer and blogger. Coming into my sexuality later in life, writing helps me seek out and find the real me.

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